CHANGE NUMBER TWO: MAKEUP

I have never worn a lot of makeup. My parents left me the genetic advantage of good, clear skin (since high school and a few ultraviolet acne treatments, anyway) and I always liked the way my face always looked healthy in winter. Now, however, I need moisturizer and something to go on top of it. Maybe my mother discouraged makeup too much, or my hippie ways did not allow for it.

Now is the time. I bought mineral makeup that goes on and smooths out any imperfections and some blush to match. I finally sharpened an eye liner crayon that has been sitting in its package since at least 1995. It takes me 7 minutes to do all this plus lipstick and I am done and, guess what, it actually makes a difference. I feel better, anyway. Like a grownup.

RESULT

I went to the movies with a friend and suddenly realized she was staring at me. "I'm wearing makeup", I said. "It looks GOOD," she said. That was enough encouragement for me to keep going.